Who do I talk to in order to find an answer? What am I not getting that makes everyone else easier to understand? When will I figure this out? Where does one's life go if one cannot understand the collective you? Why does this bother be? How does one conquer fear?
Denying my emotions is the most difficult thing I've ever attempted. Why, if something shouldn't bother me, does it (bother me)? I suppose I'm weak yet. No excuse(?). No excuses(?). Not excused(?).