10.07.2006

...from that moment I knew something. My first absolute. The feeling was amazing and still is to a degree. Sadly, it's lessened by my realization that even absolutes have to change if only one person recognizes their validity. Evolution doesn't stop for God, bog and the rest. Moreso than "evolution," movement. Stillness is the antithesis of every aspect of life. *At this moment, I make the realization that I am letting myself die, in a purely metaphorical sense, because I'm not moving. That's why I have regrets. That's why I'm still pained. I suppose the literal question becomes, "How do I move?" And the literal answer is...

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