Perhaps my doubt stems from a misunderstanding of the concept of friendship. Perhaps it's because I'm "as bad" as people perceive me. Perhaps it's because no matter how hard I try, I can't stop thinking about approval.
Regardless, I constantly doubt whether or not I actually have friends. This statement is not meant to be an insult but instead an acknowledgement. The problem is mine. I don't know how or if I can solve it. Or who can help.
I sound emo.